If you are not sure what you want, just keep on going...

You'll find it along the way. It's rarely the case that you will not be able to turn back. Just don't be an asshole.



First of all - I need to practice English vocabulary and grammar. That's why from now on I will be writing in English more often. Lithuanian is a dead end language. It doesn't even have idioms I need. Everything sounds lame in Lithuanian. Too poetic. Who needs that. This is real life. Not poetry. Don't fool yourself into thinking that life must be pretty and smell like cupcakes. You'll end up with a broken heart.
Accept it's flaws and you will live a happy and healthy life.

Well, I've been researching lately about internships and thinking what should I do, where should I go, if the opportunity in my hand is worth taking, or maybe there are better options? But I don't even know what a better option would be. If the better option is better for me, or my family, society opinion?

I always trust my instincts. But lately I have too much doubts, my instincts became messed up. They are confuuuused. Because of society and family opinions.

But when I close my eyes, forget about that, sit in silence for a bit.... my heart starts beating faster. Then I know. It's not the best way. Of course not. But you can't miss opportunities.

I feel distant, not connected to Lithuania yet. Even though I got many requests on my first week here. Already working on a webpage (and that's the reason I don't sleep at night and you will not be able to contact me before noon). Did most of important paperwork. And still need to start my master's thesis. But reading books and writing articles, even THE GAME comes before that.

Oh, the game. It's funny, it's sexy, it's engaging. I've been waiting for this game for years! The only game I play. Few more days and it's done. No more gaming. Only work. 'Cause I cannot take the game with me. Heh, this will be the reason to visit my parents more often.

And still need to get this blog and last days in San Antonio in order ..... And need to pack my stuff...

P.S. Pradėjau žiūrinėti, ką reikia padayti magistro baigiamajam. Tereikia parašyti 53 puslapius gryno teksto.
Ką čia. Smulkmena.
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